Sunrise and Sunset....Part 1


We walked out of the theater, hand in hand, both smiling. He led me over to his gray and black Suburban, unlocked the door and assisted me into the passenger seat. I watched as he charismatically
walked around to the driver side. I leaned over and unlocked the door for him. He got in, tossed me
a seductive grin.

Lea: What was that for?
He chuckeled a little.
C.J.: My pops used to tell me, you can tell if you have a good woman, if she unlock the driver side door
before you get around to the other side. He said that is a good test of character in a woman.
I smiled.
Lea: Well, I don't know. I have always done that. I mean, if the guy is being a gentlemen then why
not act like a lady.
He chuckeled again as he slid the key into the ignition and started the engine.
C.J.: Ok....so if by chance you don't reach over and unlock the door, then what the does that mean?
I laughed.
Lea: The date must have sucked. The guy was a jerk so I am transitioning into bitch mode!
We both laughed as he pulled out of the parking space.
C.J.: So what do you wanna do now?
I shrugged my shoulders.
Lea: I don't know. It's a nice night.
He was quiet for moment, as if he was thinking. He drove a little ways before he slowed down and turned into a parking lot.
I glanced over at him.
Lea: What are we doing here? The parks close at 9 o'clock and it is dark as hell.
He grinned again.
C.J.: It's cool. We are not going to get out. We can chill right here.
I knew he was up to something. It was pitch black except for a dim street light on the far corner of the lot. He parked, turned off
the engine and leaned back in his seat.
C.J.: Let's play a game.
I looked over at him like he had lost his mind
Lea: What kind of game?
C.J.f: An exploring game. Let's pretend I am Diego.
I laughed.
Lea: Oh....kay.What do I have to do, Diego?
C.J.: Just lie back in your seat, be still and close your eyes.
Lea: Oh...kay.
I reached for the lever on the right side and let my seat all the way back. I lied back and closed my eyes. I could feel him
draw near and kiss me so sofly. I felt his tongue glid slowly across my lips. A strong sensation came over me and I could feel
myself getting wet. I clinched my legs tight. All the while, he was slowing making his way downward, stopping at my neck.
Chills were running through my whole body now. He stopped and said in a soft voice:
C.J.: I am going to explore different parts of your body. If you feel uncomfortable, let me know and I'll stop. Ok?
I knodded. He grabbed my hand and pulled me to the back seat and leaned me back. Why would I want him to stop? I was thinking to myself.
While I was fantasizing, he was making his way
further and I could feel the wetness of his tongue between my breasts. Then I could feel his finger tips gently touching the
shoulder straps of my top as he pulled them off of my shoulders. I hear him speak, almost in a complete whisper
C.J.: You ok?
I knodded again. I was unable to speak. I felt my nipples getting hard. He slowly pulled my shirt off. At this point, I actually hear
the music coming from the radio, T. Pain singing, 'I'm about to blow your mind...I'm not here to waste your time..' Now I can feel
my left nipple in his mouth and he begins to suck on it so gently. I feel like I am about to piss on myself. He slids further down to my
waist and I can feel him kissing my stomach. His fingers begin to unbutton and unzip my jeans. I panic and grab his hands.
C.J.: If you need me to stop, I will.
Lea: It's just that....it's been so long since I.....
C.J.: Baby, I promise to be gentle with you. The last thing I want to do is hurt you. But if you don't feel right, I can stop here.
I relaxed and let go of his hands. I could feel him pull my jeans off and slip them over my feet. I am so nervous, I can't move.
I have been wanting this for so long and now that it is actually going to happen, I felt insecure. For three years we had been
friends. Now we were about to cross over to the other side. What if it isn't the same afterwards? My mind begins to think
of different scenarios.
There is a brief pause as I can hear him unzipping his pants and fumbling around for something. Then, I could feel his breath
on my thighs and then.......
I am as naked as a jay bird in the back seat of front seat of a pimped out Surburban with limo tint on all of the windows, 26 inch rims and
getting the best head I have ever had in my life.
Lea: Shittt!
C.J. What's wrong, baby?
Lea: Umm....... nothing.
My legs are quivering, my heart is beating fast and I am beginning to sweat.
C.J.: Damn, you taste like caramel....
Lea: Oh..... my.......god........Please stop! Now....please!
I grab his head and lifted up his face. He slowing moves up toward my face and lays on top of me. He kisses me so passionately. I almost lose
control when I feel him slowly and gently slip inside of me. He lets out a quiet sigh as if he is relieved and closes his eyes and bits his bottom
lip. He begins to move his body in a slow repetiton, up and down, in and out. He kisses me again and whispers to me:
C.J.: I love you so much.
What's funny is, I have heard those words before but at that moment, they sounded so different. They held a different
meaning.
Lea: I love you, too.
And at that second, I realized that I truly did. But not as a friend anymore.

Part 2

I am sitting at my desk in a daze. I can't stop thinking about it. It was two days ago now. What is wrong with me? Damn, I am
tripping. Then I feel a tap on my shoulder. I turn around and glance up.

Shy: Where do you wanna go for lunch?
Lea: Uh.....it really doesn't matter.
I notice she gives me a funny look.
Shy: Girl, are you ok? You have been spacing out the last few days.
I shrugged.
Lea: I'm alright.
She rolled her eyes.
Shy: Does it have anything to do with that date you had with C.J. this past weekend?
Lea:. Huh? No.......not at all.
Shy: Um, hum.
Lea: No, really. Everything is cool.
Who did I think I was kidding? Everything was not cool. Everything was wonderful. I was finally in love with a terrific
guy who not only was one of my best friends, he made me feel so different. But I couldn't bring myself to accept it as a reality.
Shy: Well, anyway. It's noon...a sista hungry...so it's time to grub. Let's get out of here.
Lea: Ok...I'm ready.
I grabbed my purse and stood up and followed Shy to the elevators. During lunch, I started daydreaming again. I didn't
realize it until Shy was calling my name.
Shy: Lea....girl, what on earth are you thinking about? We were having a conversation and you zoned completely out.
I shook my head.
Lea: My bad. Girl, I am sorry. I can't help it. Hey, if I told you something, you have to promise not to breath a word to anyone!
Shy leaned forward.
Shy: Of course. You can trust me girl. We go way back to fifth grade. I have secrets kept from way back then.
Lea: Well, it does have to do with C. J.
I could see Shy's face light up.
Shy: See....I knew it! Something happened between the two of you! You did the 'do' , didn't you?
Lea: Ah....yeah, but I wouldn't call it that. That boy made undeniable love to me.
Shy almost fell out of her chair.
Shy: What! Out with it, sista. Details, please and don't leave out a damn thing!
Lea: I don't know what or how but.....that boy did something to me that night. Maybe it was just because it had been
a while since I had done that.
Shy: Don't tell me the last time you had sex was when you was with Rico?
Lea: Yea.....six months ago.
Shy: Are you serious?
Lea: Why? What I supposed to do....sleep with every man I meet? That's not my style. And it was worth the wait, anyway.
Shy: So? How was it?
I paused for a moment
Lea: Girl...I can't really explain it. But he just took his time and was so gentle. And it was like we fitted so perfectly togethor.
Shy: Did he eat you out?
Lea: Shy!
Shy: Well...did he?
Lea: Yes, he did. I thought I was about to nut all over his face so I had to make him stop.
Shy laughed so hard she had tears in her eyes
Shy: Wow......
Lea: I have never made love like that before. It was so intense and passionate and....it was for real. It is so hard to explain.
Shy: I think I understand what you mean. For once, it felt like it was supposed to feel. It felt like.....at that time, it was with
the right person. It felt genuine, like it was meant to be. Not like you was just getting a round off.
Lea: Yea...exactly. With me and Rico it was just sex. Never making love. Sometimes I felt like I was being used.
Shy: Because it wasn't meant. You and C.J. are meant. You were friends first, which makes it all the more better. You and Rico
just had a physical attraction.
Lea: I can believe that. That was the first thing I thought about when I seen him.
Shy: Well...now what are you going to do?
Lea: Girl, I don't know. I don't want to mess this up.
Shy: Just take your time. Don't rush and go with the flow.

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