Too old for any real hope
but young enough to remember
Rain and pain each and every day
in my heart, it's always Winter
I have reached out with my pain
in vain, I've tried to express
But it's no one's fault but my own
that I'll go to hell with this

But I've yearned to be an angel
and maybe sometimes, I've come close
But all these demons were here first
they own me and just won't let go
And they tear my insides to pieces
everyday, so I can't clean the mess
I'm more convinced with every breath
that I'll go to hell with this

But I pray that some will remember
the few times that I really tried
to show something better than me
my few small flickers of light
And though, it all fell to pieces
my intentions were always the best
Please think a little good of me
when I've gone to hell with this

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good job dude. i really like this one. every line hits me. thats rare. usually its just one or two lines that hit my out of a song or poem but every line meant something to me. thanks for posting.

Thank you so much again, Lefty, for reading and leaving nice comments on my lyrics today. I really, really appreciate it.

I haven't left a comment for you in awhile Brian, but I've read every lyric you put up. You already know I love them all =P

But, this one is especially exceptional.

Thank you so much E.

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But I've yearned to be an angel
and maybe sometimes, I've come close
But all these demons were here first
they own me and just won't let go

^^those lines really stood out to me.