"in the sea"

so open, so unbroken
This vast expanse of essence unspoken
Nothing to see, so much room for free
I cant understand why the loneliness always fucks with me

a neverending tapestry of blue and green
but id never want to fall asleep in this field of dreams
a beautiful shade of aquamarine
yet whenever i look it never seems too pristine

Limitless, unconscious, so ferocious
Chaos never but seconds from upon us
Drenching the soul huliation untold
So inviting and warm yet at the same time so FUCKING COLD!

Im drifting away
I dont want to stay
Where everyone can see me
Just let me float away, right here in the sea

Cant understand why im drawn
To the place where all my troubles are spawned
Inticing, like a moth to the flame
this hollow life, if i live it will claim

When i hear the sirens cry from the shores
of memories i once had adored
I resist the pull of the tide
never wanting those images of you for a ride

But i cannot turn aside, reoccuring loneliness inside
Makes me surge in motion,
Feelings its time to cast aside, the companionship of this god-forsaken ocean

Im drifting away
I dont want to stay
where everyone can see mee
just let me float away, right here in the sea

Please, just let me go. every other time youve always said no
i cant stand to be, tied to the ship, that you are singly piloting
right here, in the sea

My sea of lonliness

there is a hint of dichotic emotions in this song. if you notice em.