I know how to smile
and I know how to laugh
I can even believe
that I am past the bad
I can give my love
even be loved as well
And I can believe God
has rescued me from hell...but

*Chorus*
I will always be me
I will never be free
I'll stay cold and ugly
just dreaming of something
but living in my memories
of grey days of misery
I swear I never wanted to be
but I will always be me

I can't play the victim
I know others have tried
to take me in with them
and dry the tears I cry
I have asked so often
oh, what is wrong with me?
But it's an easy answer
in my mirror, I see...that

*Repeat Chorus*

I'm so sorry
I know you just tried to save me
Please, don't worry
it's my mess that I keep making
Now, you're learning
yes, I expect you to hate me
Oh, just hurry
you really should just forsake me...'cause

*Repeat Chorus*

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dude i love it
and relate aswell
great job bri

Thank you Steve. I appreciate it.

good job brian, i really like the bridge

thanks so much h. really appreciate it, bud.

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