I'm loving your moans
so, I say your name
over and over and over
You whisper "go slow"
but I go insane
'cause I feel we're getting closer
to feeling that sweet release
when you and I come
but then comes reality...but

*Chorus*
Why does my mind keep making love
to the one that always hurt me?
Shouldn't I find somebody else
or at least, a new fantasy?
And if it must involve that bitch
shouldn't she feel some of my pain?
Oh, why does my mind keep making love
to the one I should fucking hate?

But I hate myself
'cause I feel the ache
the lust of still wanting her touch
'Cause it isn't cool
to be such a fool
oh, but hey, at least I'm honest
the way that she never was
Although, I sure know
honesty, it fucking sucks...'cause

*Repeat Chorus*

If I really saw her
I swear that I
would scream "you fucking cunt!"
But I know that night
in my bed alone
that's just what I would want...but

*Repeat Chorus*

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^AWESOME

interesting title too haha. love the bridge

Nice one! Yeah the title is definitely interesting, grabs your attention for sure...btw Brian, is your avatar the kool aid guy?? I know someone who is getting that as a tattoo haha he's crazy..

^OHHHHH YEAH

Thanks so much H and Candice. Seeing that you two left me positive comments has made what has been a crappy day a lot better. So, thank you so much again.

But my avatar...um...thats a picture of me. What are yall saying? That I look like the fuckin' Kool-Aid guy? =(

Haha. Okay...that was my lame attempt at humor. Sorry. Yeah, I was drinking some kool-aid (cherry...yum) and just got into my head to do a google image search for the kool-aid man. Why did I make that my avatar? I honestly have no idea.

Yeah, as for the title...I wrote the lyrics pretty quickly (five minutes, give or take) but I was stumped for a title. I thought about leaving it untitled, but I don't really like doing that. So, finally, I just came up with the one I chose. I wasn't sure about it, I asked myself "does that even make any fucking sense"?. But I left it anyway.

Ugh...I rambled. I guess I'm still wound up. Haha. But anyway, thank you both again for the nice comments. I really, really appreciate it.

Nice! Yea the titles' crazy!

Thanks so much Jason.

I don't belive I've understood what the title means but... I SO love the song and you said you wrote it so quikly!! Wow *rolling eyes*

Thank you so much Milla. =)

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Originally posted by Milla:
and you said you wrote it so quikly!! Wow *rolling eyes*

amazing isn't it?

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Originally posted by hbp0819:


amazing isn't it?

i'd say astonishing!
I so feel this song, it's something that happens to me too, damn!

Wow. That is the ultimate compliment, when someone says they can relate to what I've written. Thanks so much again Milla.

The story behind these lyrics is pathetic but I'll share it anyway just for the hell of it. One night I had a dream of a sexual nature about my ex-girlfriend, who I mostly have bitter feelings about because she really did me wrong. The dream shook me up and I thought for awhile I was in love with her again and actually thought about calling her. Luckily, I came to my senses. But some lines came into my head, and then some more, and I guess I wrote most of it in my head. So I put it down in my notebook before I could forget it.

fucking women.

^Yep. But the truth is that women rule the world and us and unless a guy is gay (no comments or jokes from me here, I'll leave that to the rest of you, haha) that's just the way it will always be. Women are great and can be a lot of fun, but they'll cost you a lot, one way or another.