I'm not even surprised anymore
that I've done something so foolish
My head in the clouds, it's no wonder
that I've fallen on my face again
'Cause this is what always has happened
I could hope it won't happen again
But as long as I breathe, I just know
I'll say and do the wrong things again

*Chorus*
Oh, but there is nobody to blame
and there is nobody to fight with
And there is nobody I can hate
'cause I'm here just feeling like this
Oh, 'cause everybody is gone now
now that they've put me in my place
Right here and completely alone
oh, but still, somebody will pay
for taking and just breaking me
and there he is in the mirror
like I said, there is nobody

Oh, I wish that I could just be blind
or at least, just harden my heart
So never again, could I see one
that makes all those wrong feelings start
Oh, like I could really be happy
and convincing myself that I see
a light at the end of the tunnel
until once more, that train has hit me

*Repeat Chorus*

There is nobody to blame
and there is nobody to hate
oh, and that nobody is me

This message has been edited. Last edited by: Brian.,

I don't even need to say it - but once again, awesome job, Brian. I can relate to so many of your songs.

Well, thank yoiu so much again H, i really apreciate it. I'm having some tough times these day (good thing about that though is it cures writers block) and while I'm sad that you might be able to relate to some of my songs (since most are miserable and depressing) it's still nice to know I'm not the only one. So, thank you again. And of course, I'm a fan of yours too, ya know. You not only write great songs, but can preform them great as well, which I'm not brave enough to do. In fact, not too long ago, I had your song 'One More Hit' stuck in my head all day. I was just humming it at work all day. So yeah, that's the sign you've got a "hit" =)

Another good one Brian...you can just dish them out can't you!!

quote:

Originally posted by Brian.:
In fact, not too long ago, I had your song 'One More Hit' stuck in my head all day. I was just humming it at work all day. So yeah, that's the sign you've got a "hit" =)

haha. thats cool to know.

and you're definitely right about the writer's block thing. at least we can somewhat turn a negative into a positive

Jason - Thanks man.

H - Yeah, I guess we can say that.

wow. that is very very very good! damn, I wish I could write half as good as you lol.

Brian you are so awesome man. i know it sucks to feel depressed but even through all of your experiences you're still holding on and fighting. that is something that i wish i could say for most people. and honestly you are a very creative person i can tell from all of your songs. and don't worry man cause no matter how bad you feel man you're not alone and you never will be it's all a matter of finding the people that feel the way you do and surrounding yourself with them. and helping the people that feel worse than you is a good way to brighten the day so to speak. anyway man stay cool and hold on i know Arkansas is hell lol. peace man keep writing these tragically wonderful masterpieces.

Candice - Aw, thank you so much. But you're a damn good writer too, and you know it. =)

Psyclone - Thanks so much, man.

This message has been edited. Last edited by: Brian.,