looking back
i stood real close
i said im sorry as my eyes were closed
i took a deep breath
and slowly curled my toes
the trigger rejected
and i choked

everyday is my worst day
i cant believe that im still awake
but maybe i shouldnt ask why
i guess it doesnt matter when i die

yesterday i sat in class
they laughed and giggled
about me notes they passed
and my anger was tripled
i cant believe that they cant see
that they are the reason that i cant sleep

everyday is my worst day
i cant believe that im still awake
but maybe i shouldnt ask why
i guess it doesnt matter when i die

i do not joke
i will not laugh
it will all be over
when i get a bath
i'll go to my room
and lock my door
youll never see my face
ANYMORE

everyday was my worst day
todays the last time that i'll be awake
maybe i shouldnt ask why
but it doesnt matter when i die
everyday was my worst day
todays the last time that youll see my face
maybe i shouldnt ask why
i guess it doesnt matter when i DIE!!!