My life has fallen apart again
and no one seems to care at all
But I guess that I can't blame them
after all, it's always my fault
I don't know why I bother to try
when I have always failed, and so fast
So tonight, though, it's so unlike me
I'll befriend a bottle and glass

And I wouldn't mind at all, just dying
but I guess it's just not my time
Oh, 'cause guilt and unfinished business
that's sadly, what keeps me alive
But I am just so tired of hurting
and I am just so tired of thinking
I know they'll all be there tomorrow
that's why tonight, I am drinking

I don't want to see anybody
or have to say one fucking word
Everyone else has somebody
so at least this, don't I deserve?
I just want to sit in the darkness
and just drink until there's no more
of the whiskey, pain, or consciousness
as long as I don't care no more

And I wouldn't mind at all, just dying
and if I don't make it to daylight
they'll all just find them a new fool
I'll be forgotten in no time
'Cause I'm tired of trying to swim
when always, I am just sinking
But this poison grants a chance to drown
that's why tonight, I am drinking

Holy shit, dude, this one's amazing.

Thanks, man.

quote:

Originally posted by Brian.:
I just want to sit in the darkness
and just drink until there's no more
of the whiskey, pain, or consciousness
as long as I don't care no more

Absolutely love it, especially the part I quoted. I'm drinkin with you, pal.

Thank you, H.

I love this Brian!!

Thank ya so much Jason.

This is very well-written Brian!

Thank ya Candice. =)