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I wrote this one two years ago. I'm going through the worst case of writer's block I've had in years. So much for being a "writing machine", eh? So, I just thought I'd put an old one up just for the hell of it. A few of you may have already read it.
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I'm drowning in it again
my life's familiar pain
My past, present and future
they're eating me alive

Wish I could run away
but I have nowhere to go
No matter where I've ever been
I have never belonged
And time passes me by
and these scars are all it leaves
I'm just so tired of dying
can't life just finish me?

I've patiently waited
have loved but been hated
I'm faded and jaded
and beyond frustrated
how this repeats over again
I'm tired of deceiving
and tired of believing
and tired of this needing
and so tired of breathing
I'm crying for some kind of end

'Cause time has passed me by
my heart's shattered, but still beats
But I'm just so tired of dying
can't life just finish me?


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I'm no meteorologist but I'm pretty sure it's raining bitches.
 
Posts: 1970 | Location: Oklahoma | Registered: 03 August 2005Reply With QuoteEdit or Delete MessageReport This Post
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Well, you know I NEVER come in here. As I've told you, Brian, how sacred my writing is to me is the reason that I refuse to read what you guys write, for fear of what my response, or lack there of, may 'say.'

But, I have been worried about you, wish you didn't delete your Myspace, and just felt like I had to let you know. I was happy to see you posted in here! ;]




"...Forever, my love is music, for I will marry melody..." ~Cold

Originally posted by LEFTYJLAJ:
haha. i remember when i use to let raina upset me with her stubborness. trust me bro. even when shes wrong, she couldve be right, so shes somewhat right.
 
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Brian happy to see you here.
This moment will pass and I'm sure you'll write again and maybe even better than before.

As always, even if it's an old one, great lyrics.


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"All the demons in my head won't leave me, I know,
I can hear them..." -A Flat-

 
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Brian, this is one of my favorites by you, I love it!! Glad to see you back!!


"Sometimes the weak become the STRONG"
 
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Thank you Raina, Milla and Jason for your kind words. Even if I don't say it much, and sometimes I feel like I don't deserve it, I truly appreciate the kindness that so many on this board has shown me.


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I'm no meteorologist but I'm pretty sure it's raining bitches.
 
Posts: 1970 | Location: Oklahoma | Registered: 03 August 2005Reply With QuoteEdit or Delete MessageReport This Post
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You are back!!! We have been worried about you Brian. Welcome back


 
Posts: 1175 | Location: Goose Creek SC | Registered: 15 November 2006Reply With QuoteEdit or Delete MessageReport This Post
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GREAT song, I feel like I've read it before, maybe? Well, it's good to hear from you!


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"As always should haves where I'm going
There's always could haves where I've been.
Anywhere but here,
I wish I was anywhere but here."
-Aaron Lewis
 
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wow. so deep. I love it! 2 thumbs up!


lost somewhere in the darkness
only confused, nothing more
trying to understand myself
but then... it was too late.
now I'm alone in the dark......
 
Posts: 59 | Location: Right Here Waiting... | Registered: 16 March 2005Reply With QuoteEdit or Delete MessageReport This Post
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Thank you Kathy, Candice and staindteen.


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I'm no meteorologist but I'm pretty sure it's raining bitches.
 
Posts: 1970 | Location: Oklahoma | Registered: 03 August 2005Reply With QuoteEdit or Delete MessageReport This Post
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Good to see you back, bud. Even if you're not really "back"


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The same things you're thinking might make you feel better,
The same things that probably got you here.




My Music:
http://www.myspace.com/hbp0819music
**Updated 9/28/08**

"You're a dumb fuck but you got a good head on your shoulders."
- Lefty

 
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Thank you Harrison.


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I'm no meteorologist but I'm pretty sure it's raining bitches.
 
Posts: 1970 | Location: Oklahoma | Registered: 03 August 2005Reply With QuoteEdit or Delete MessageReport This Post
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