<sub>This i my official post for my competion story The Reason. This is so that you guys can read it as o type it and complete it. For you guys i might make it longer than what the story was originally going to be because i dont want t writte the judges a whole 100 page novel or whatever so I hope you enjoy the rest of the story.-Breezze
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The Reason


By: Dionna Brown
Written:7:50 pm August 15 2008


Characters:
Diairah Kelly
Táchira Bore
Naji Lyles
Kai Forester
Farren. More

001.
Diairah.
“Stop Naji!” I yelled.
“Shut up!” He yelled hitting me again.
He got up off me and I sat up quickly. Tears ran down my face as I cried into a pillow.
“Shut up man” He said not showing any emotion. I silenced my tears into the pillow.
“Why do you do this to me?” I asked him.
“Because I can Diairah.” He said getting up and walking out of the room door.
I laid my head back down and cried some more. Why? That didn’t give me any thing. Because I can? The hell kind of shit is that. Its all my mother and fathers fault this happened to me. I thought back to the time when I was happy. His name was Farren. He was gorgeous ,funny ,smart sweet, loving. Everything that Naji isn’t. My parents never like Farren. They said he was a “gangster” and that he wasn’t fit for their daughter.
I ignored them and continued to date him. Then one day my father was at work and Naji walked in his office. He said he was a nice handsome young man and he was not a gangster like Farren. They forced me to stay in the house as to limiting me to only talking to Farren on the phone. Then soon they took my phone. Farren wouldn’t give up. My parents would leave he would sneak into my window. But one day my father came home early and me and Farren was doing our thing. My father pressed rape charges against him. I pleaded against my parents but the courts didn’t believe me. They said that I was only taking up for him because I was scared he would come after me. The only person that knew the true was Táchira. She knew how much I loved Farren and that I would do anything for him. So they locked him away. For about nine years. Before they could even close his cell doors my father was on my tail talking about this new nigga. I didn’t even want to talk to my father. I hated him so much for what he had done to me. I cried at night in the morning at school I didn’t care where I was. If I thought of Farren I would cry. My father eventually got tired of me crying about Farren so he forced me to go on a date with Naji. He was very sweet when we first met. But I could tell he was the jealous type. Every time a nigga would look at me I would look down and he would mean mug the nigga. After a few months I began to warm up to him. But he was still nothing like Farren. I was still writing Farren in prison. I tried explain to him how my parents forced me to date Naji. He didn’t believe me. He told me to stop writing him and that he hated me. I cried for about 3 weeks. Then I decided to just try and move forward with Naji. About a year later we were married. I still wasn’t happy and I had married the dude? Something was seriously wrong with that picture. So I had brought my self a house with the money my father had given me . And he moved in. He was shifting things in my closet and my box of letters to Farren had fallen out. He picked them up and read them . ALL. I, at the time was down stairs cooking. I had a pot of hot water boiling on the stove. He came downstairs reciting the letters. I backed up slightly and he picked up the pot. He slung the water at me. Some of it hit me and some of it didn’t. I screamed out and pain and he rushed towards me with the pot in his hand. He swung the pot at me . A few time I was able to duck the hits .But instead of stopping and giving up he got mad and pushed me on the floor. He banged my head several times with the pan. I screamed. It didn’t phase him it was like he was in a trance or something. Once he was done his brutal beating. I was in shock just laying on the floor. He took me too the hospital. I told them that I had gotten jumped by a group of females and that I didn’t want to press charges. My skull was fracture and my arm was broken from trying to block the blows. My eyes were blackened. I was so ugly. When I finally got out of the hospital. He was so sweet to me. We made love in the bath tub. But something still didn’t seem right. He promised me he would never hit me again. There are many other occasions I had to go to the hospital because of him. Like the time he pushed me down the steps or the time he threw hot candle wax on me. None of the damage was permanent so I guess I just forgave him. Always a big mistake. And now here I am sitting her and crying because I can't control my husbands actions. I raised up from my spot on the bed and went in the bathroom to inspect the wounds. Just a few scratches and a broken lip I keep telling my self over and over and over again. I grabbed my makeup kit and fixed my self up. My parents don’t know anything except for what I told the hospitals which where all lies. I put my pajamas on to get some rest tomorrow should be a better day. Naji would be leaving for New York and I would be out with my girl Táchira. I laid my sore body down on the bed and quickly feel to sleep. I was ready for a better day. When I woke up there was a note on my mirror from Naji.
“Hey baby if you are reading this and I am not in the bed beside you then I have already left for New York. I wanted to leave early and get a head start on traffic. I will see you in on month. That’s when I’ll be back. I love you. Be good. You know.-Naji”
I balled up the note and threw it in the trash. Beat the traffic my ass. He was going to see his side chick before he left . I wouldn’t be surprised if he took her with him. And he thinks I don’t know. I went to the bathroom to inspect my face. Not half bad for a chick that just got beat up the yesterday. I turned on the tub and put some bubble bath in it. Once I finally got in it felt so soothing. My cell phone rang next to me, it was Táchira.
“Hey chick?” She said.
“Hey” I said.
“You ready yet?” She asked with a smile in her voice. I never understood hwo you could hear a person smile but here I was. I guess when you smile your voice changes if you talk at the same time.
“I’m just getting in the tub.” I said to her.
“Oh okay well im on my way over.” She said.
“Okay the key is under the plant light” I said.
“Okay” she said and hung up the phone.
I relaxed in my bath for a while until I heard her coming up the stairs.
“I’m here” Táchira said.
“Oh okay “ I said hopping u out of the tub to put on my Kimono. I put my hair up in a bun with chop sticks and put on some nice black boots to set it off. I reapplied my make up just to make sure the bruises were hidden.
“Did he do it again last night?” She asked.
“Yea.” I said.
“I wish he would stay his butt in New York” She said.
“As do I but we both know it not happening.” I said.
I grabbed my purse and my keys and we were out of the door. We drove to Walden bookstore. We went our separate ways looking for books to read. When we met up. I decried on “Candy Licker” By Noir. She decided on “Sky scrapper” By Zane.
We paid for our books and drove to Starbuck Café. I ordered and Vanilla Ice Coffee and she ordered a hot chocolate. We sat down at our usual table and read our books. We did this eve Saturday , it was out routine for a good weekend. Once we were done at least five chapters we would stop and talk about the happenings in our books. And after we were completely done we would swap books and read them at home and next Saturday we would do it again. Except next Saturday was our completion to see who reads the fastest.
I was just about done my chapter when I happened to look up and see a male figure at the counter. He looked so familiar to me. I blinked twice and then it hit me like a ton of bricks. Actually more like a ton of elephants. The guy was Farren. I got up and ran to the bathroom just as he was about to turn around. I didn’t know if he had saw me or not but I didn’t care, I wanted to know what he was even doing out in the first place. He was supposed to do nine years. I came out of the bathroom hopping he was gone but when I walked out he was sitting at the table starring right at me.
“So I hear your married?” He spoke to me.
What was I to say? What do I do? How would I explain that to him?
“Actually I am” I said.
“Well have a seat don’t just stand there” He said pulling out a chair for me to sit down.
I sat down across from him and I just stared at him. He was still gorgeous as he had been the day they put him away. I still felt the love I had for him.
“So who is he. Is it that Naji dude you were writing me about?” He asked.
I put my head down not wanting t answer the question I was ashamed of my husband.
“Um yes.” I said as I saw Táchira walking over to me.
“Yeah we got to go.” She said grabbing my Arm.
“Don’t you know who your husband his he would kill you if he caught you in here with any other dudes” She said through clenched teeth.
“Wait a minute. Does he beat you?” Farren asked in a low voice.
“Uh.. Um kinda” I said with my head down and tears rolling down my face. I grabbed my things and quickly walked out of the Starbucks. We drove back to my house. Táchira picked up her car gave me back my spare key and drove away to her won house. I couldn’t believe I had seen Farren today. He still was fine and he still knew how to make me tell him any thing. I went to the bathroom and wiped off my make up. I looked at my phone jus t to make sure I hadn’t missed any calls and my cleared phone let me know that Naji was enjoying his sideline chicks services. If he could do it why cant I right.</sub>

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<sub>I laid down in my bed a really pondered the thought. If he could be out having fun why couldn’t I? I blinked twice thinking of what could possibly happen. While thinking I just so happened to fall asleep.
When I woke up my mind was made up. Since Naji was having fun so was I. I got up to get ready for today. It was about 12:30 and I had a meeting with the bosses. Yeah it was Sunday but it didn’t matter. They always schedule their meetings on a Sunday or one of my days off. Once I took my bath I was ready to go. I had to wear something nice because afterwards I would be heading over to my mothers house for Sunday dinner.
She would be upset to find out that Naji wont be attending. When I got to my meeting everyone was their. Except Lindie she was never on time but she was cool as ice.
“Lindie wont be attending she went on a trip to some other state.” Dr. Shawns said.
The meeting went fairly well for some and gruesomely horrible for others. I got promoted. I smiled as I left the building to drive to my mothers house to show her my promotion certificate. The food was just about ready and I sat down at the table. The seat wasn’t even warm yet before they started asking about Naji.
“So why isn’t he here with you?” My mother asked me.
“He went to New York for a business trip” I said.
“Oh okay, Why didn’t he take you?” She asked me.
“I have a job to attend to and I don’t need to be taking any kind of leave especially not for a month .” I said to her.
“Oh wow that’s long isn’t it?” She asked me placing her hand on her chest. I swear my mother is the queen of drama queens.
“No mother it’s perfectly fine” I said.
“Diairah don’t talk to your mother like that. Now what is going on with you ?” My father asked.
“Ugh I see that coming here was a big mistake all ya’ll ever do is get on my case about dumb stuff.” I said getting up.
“Diairah Leila Kelly sit it on down!” My mother said and obeyed.
“No you tell us what’s gotten into you. You haven’t been the same for a very long time.” My mother said.
“And that’s my fault? You’re the ones who hooked me up with a abuser. You’re the ones who ruined my life. Ugh I’m out.” I said rising up again to leave.
“Diairah you get back here!” My father yelled. This time I didn’t obey. I got in my car and he ran over to it. He tried to yank the door open but the it was locked I flipped him off and I drove back home. I was never going back to that house again. They could call me leave me messages knock on my door or whatever. I didn’t care. I drove down my street but quickly made a u-turn and drove to Starbucks Café . I still had to read my book and it was still in my car so I decided to calm my nerves and sip coffee and read. My favorite thing in the world. I ordered my usual I took my seat at my usual table and began my book.
“I knew you would be back.” A voice said.
“Not now Farren I’m not in the mood” I said.
He sat down in front of me and just stared into my face.
“Your parents again?” He asked me.
“How did you know that?” I asked him.
“Babygirl how wouldn’t I.” He said and I smiled.
So what are you doing out so early?” I asked him.
“Well they found me not guilty after they checked my record. I have been out since like the third day I went in. I was writing you from my rehabilitation center in Georgia. He said.
“Why did you have to go there?” I asked him
“Well they said that if I didn’t do at least a year in there then I would stay in jail for the full nine years. “I wasn’t on any serious drugs though.” He said to me.
“Oh Okay” I said looking down
“So what’s the deal with you and that Naji dude ?Táchira said something about him killing you yesterday and I asked you does he beat you and you said kind of” He said.
“Oh well the truth is he. Look it would be best if we didn’t talk anymore especially in public. Because I have traveled to the hospital so many times because of him.” I sad with tears falling down my face.
“Man hell no” He said his jaw clenching letting me know he was highly upset.
“No Farren its not safe for me you or anyone else okay?” I said to him.
“I don’t even care what’s safe for me I care about what’s safe for you. Aint nobody going to be beating on you. I fought your father for that crap remember” He said and I smiled at the memory.
“Farren I just don’t know what to do anymore. Its like all he cares about is sex and keeping me on his arm. Im afraid to try and leave him because I think he might kill me.” I said trembling.
“Nobody is going to kill you as long as I’m around. And I’m sorry I didn’t believe you when you told me that your parents forced you. I should have known better that you wouldn’t dare abandon me.” He said stroking my cheek.
“Its okay. I understand how you feel with my parents abandoning me and all” I said.
“Huh?” He asked.
“They don’t believe that Naji hits me and they think that all those time I went to the hospital I was jumped or something. When in actuality I was being abused by the very person they set me up with.” I said to him still crying.
“Well its going to be okay because you have me again” He said with a serious look on his face.

002.
Farren.
We got in her car and drove to here place. It was nice and I bet she was paying every bill. She showed me around and we went to talk in the living room.
So when was the first time he hit you?” I asked her. She just sat there for a moment like she was having a flashed back. She jumped and looked at me with more tears in her eyes.
“I was in the kitchen making dinner and I had a pot of boiling water on the stove and he was up stairs shifting the closet so he could put some of his things in it. And the box of letters from me to you had fallen out. He read them all and he came down stairs and recited them to me. He picked up the pot of water and slung it at me. Some of the water did fall to my skin. But the rest just hit the floor. He came lunging at me with the pot and I ducked t for awhile but he pushed me down and badgered me with it. It was a vicious attack and I didn’t expect it. When I got to the hospital they told me I had a fractured skull and my arm was broken” She said and began to cry even harder.
“Its okay baby girl” I said and sat next to her. I hugged her tightly. She smelled so delicious. But I knew that I didn’t want to be the one to make her break her wedding vows. And the way she I talking I think this dude might really try to kill her. I rubbed her back as she cried and she fell asleep in my lap. I sat and ran my fingers through her hair. It was beautiful. I remember I used to do this when we were together. Her father hated us being together he could see that his daughter was happy. I wish he could see the product of his controlling ways. His daughter is afraid of her nutcase husband that her father hooked her up with. I shook my head. That maniacal bastard ruined my baby’s life. But forget him. I got my focus on Naji. That dude has it coming to him. I fell asleep stroking her hair. When I woke up she was still sleep and Táchira was standing in front of me.
“What the hell did you do last night?” She asked.
:Nothing she was crying so I was helping her to feel better and we fell asleep that’s it.” I said. “Besides if we did anything I would be grinning like a clown” I said and she giggles.
“Diairah honey wake up” Táchira said.
Her eyes blinked and she got up. She looked at me and she blinked. She got up and went to the bathroom.
“Don’t you have to go to work?” I asked her.
“No but I do have a hair appointment.” She said.
“Oaky so what are you going to take me home or am I coming with you.?” I asked her
“Stay here. Naji wont be back for a month anyway.” She said.
“Okay.” I said and she pulled on her sweat pants and t-shirt and left me sitting there watching TV.</sub>

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