"You aint shit boy remember that," was all I kept replaying in my head. "Crazy bitch," is what I said to play off my confusion. Finally I made it Home,
and all I wanted to do was lay down and take a fucking nap but shit don't always go as I plan. When I walked to the front of the house I was quickly surrounded by paparazzi and police officers. "Shit" I thought aloud and I knew this was the day my life was over.



Ariee

"I couldn't believe what he said," I cried into the telephone. "Ariee just take a deep breath and calm down. Now start over and slowly what did he say?" Leah asked with true concern in her voice. "I ran into him in the mall and I couldn't believe how much he looks like mom ya know. I asked him if we could talk and he said I only had a minute, but he stayed very distant from me like I was a crazed physco or something. I told him that he shouldn't believe everything he is told and spoon fed. I told him about what happened with us as children and he walked away. I followed him and pleaded that he let me finish but he called me a begging as bitch and that I'm only interested in his money. Me and my begging ass mother need to leave him alone he made sure he added before throwing a twenty dollar bill in my face. I tell you my blood began to boil as he gave me this devilish ass grin, waiting to see me pick up his chump change. I screamed at him that he wasn't shit and i ripped his twenty up and walked the fuck off. I heard him call me a crazy bitch and you know what lele?" "What?" "I might be." "No your not." "No but I am, I was crazy enough to think that he would believe me and come home to us so we can throw a fucking big ass family reunion. Yeah I was crazy alright, I should have listened to Ma. I should have, look le ma walking through the door I got to go."

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I was scared to admit the truth to mama so I didn't she was having a hard day so I didn't bother her a bit. I helped her wash my two little brothers marquan and marjon and I put them to sleep. Before leaving the room Marjon stopped me, "Ariee?" "Yeah bighead I'll leave the light on." "No it's not that." "Oh than was'up?" "I heard you talking to auntie Leah, did Marcus really do that today?" I put my head down, i didn't want him to have to hear that. See ever since we moved out here to Florida all he kept talking about was finally seeing his big brother and playing ball with him. Telling him secrets, and having "The man-to-man with him. "Yes," "Why?" I searched for all the right things to say but I was completely lost. So I finally said, "Because scooter he, he's grown up differently then we have." I knew that didn't make any sense to my little 6 year old brother so I just ended it by saying. "Scooter you'll find out later in life that things aren't always as they seem, and that some people are easily brainwashed and aren't able to see the truth even if it runs them over." "Will he ever come play with me?" "I don't know lil man, just pray" "Can you pray with me?" "Sure c'mon. He hopped out off the bed in his little buzz light year thermos and kneeled next to the bed. "What you want to say to god?" "You go first" he insisted, so I started it off.

"Dear God,
I know you hear our prayers and I thank you for all you do. Dear lord I only ask a few favors of you. I ask that for one you keep a shield of protection over my family and friends. We have been through so much and were tired lord. Secondly, we ask that you bless mama. She's strong lord but for how long? Thirdly and lastly god please send Marcus home to his family, we miss him so much and he has missed so much. Thanks god.
I couldn't believe I had that much to say. You might think thats not much but I haven't said much of anything to God in a looonngg time. It's hard to stay a believer when your getting your ass whooped by Satan daily. Then i heard:

"God? Are you listening? If so my name is Marjon Carter and I am the second oldest boy in my family. I have a little brother name Marquan and he's 3 and a half. My oldest brother name is Marcus but he dosent have the same last name like us. Mom never says why, but god I want my big brother home. Since daddy's been gone i think about him all the time. Will I leave my little brother just like my daddy and marcus did me? I hope not god because even though sometime he cries too much I still love him alot. Thats all god thanks for hearing me out."

When he finished I couldn't move, I never knew he had that much common snse for a child his age and it touched me deeply. I wiped the tears from my eyes and gave him a big hug. As I was about to leave the room he stopped me again. "Ariee?" "What big head your about ta ruin the moment we just shared." I said with a honest smile. "Did he look like daddy?" "Naw kiddo he has mom's everything," "Does he look like you?" "Sorta" "nicole?" "A tinsy winsy bit" "Me and marquan?" "Exactly like you two" I said before I walked out of the room. "Damn why did it have to be like this?" I asked.