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Author: Janae & Tori
Est: 12 June 2008 Completion: ?  Pages: 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 “Will ya‘ll please stop all the fussing!” I shouted as my parents were in the living room constantly going back and fourth over bull. I slammed my door and tried to concentrate on my upcoming test, but who could do so with all the shouting. Fuck this, I’m out. I walked out of the room and into the front with all of the constant shouting and grabbing the keys to my mom’s car and walked out of the front door. I unlocked it and cranked up, bagging out of the driveway without anyone walking to the front door to see what was their son doing. I felt alone because no one paid any attention to me, so what was I to do. I raced the streets trying to think and get away from all that crap. “You don’t love me no more! All you do is spend time at your job!” my mom would shout out. “Yea, trying to make us some money. Fuck, I‘m the provider of this family woman, so why the hell you getting uptight when I provided a roof over your head and food on the fuckin table!” my dad shouted back… I just wanted to escape. Find new parents. Ones who love me enough to talk to me, to see what my needs are. Not to come home each day to hear shouting and ranting going on for nothing. One of these days they are going to regret not paying so much attention to me. One of these days…Why are the lights so bright?! To Be Continued… This message has been edited. Last edited by: Nae~Nae Babii, Love da stori...holla Stories by Janae Say It Isn‘t So… Your Child ((Marcus Joint)) Unexpected |Janae| Newest Not So Perfect New Siggy BOREDOM  |
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yayyyy bumpy
  Yeah Bi-a-itch!! That shi-at was NARLEY!!!!! |
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oooo i think she gon do somethin bad
bumpz ------------------------------Fuckin hate that kind of shit, You know the kind of shit that just makes you feel shitty. Well I'm in that shit. They tryna take me away from a place I LOVE, I can't leave now, m y life has JUST begun. |
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Lol...thanks, but this is a dude by the way. Didn't wanna confuse u. Love da stori...holla Stories by Janae Say It Isn‘t So… Your Child ((Marcus Joint)) Unexpected |Janae| Newest Not So Perfect New Siggy BOREDOM |
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“I can‘t believe this is happening Richard.”…”We got to stay strong.”… “How can I stay strong? This is my son laying helplessly on this bed and its our fault dammit…” Voices played in my head, and the more I wanted to say something, the more it seemed as though I was being ignored. Darkness surrounded me, swallowing up my mind, and I couldn’t understand why I couldn’t wake up yet… “Stop it…” I said in a low tone. But their continuous talking let me know I wasn’t heard. “Stop the fussing.” I said once again, this time hearing silence plaguing the room. “Oh my god, call the doctor in Richard.” mom said in a soft tone. That let me know I wasn’t at home, but laying in a hospital. Suddenly I could hear my dad walking in with the doctor and felt his presence. As I slowly opened my eyes, a blurred vision appeared. “How are you feeling?” the doctor asked as I began to rub my eyes trying to get rid of the blurred vision. Once I stopped rubbing my eyes, I opened them once again and it seemed as though my vision had gotten worse. I couldn’t see anything except for different colored motion blurs. What happened to me?! “I can‘t see.” I said as I kept rubbing my eyes trying to get my vision back. “Doctor, I can‘t see. Somebody help me I can‘t see!” I said constantly. “What has happened to my son doctor?!” my mom asked sounding upset. I couldn’t see anything and everything was collapsing on me. I couldn’t see. I’m handicapped. “Can I speak to you for a minute outside.” the doctor said. “No, stay in here and please tell me what‘s going on?” I asked trying to feel around to see if someone was near me. “Please don‘t leave me alone. I need ya‘ll!” I said hoping someone was standing near me. “Please just tell us here.” my dad said. “Okay then. Well, as you can see it‘s been two weeks since your son had this accident, and after waking up from his coma, some of his nerves in his brain path from his sight as been damaged.” he said. “And this has caused him to go blind.” he said. “Is this temporary?” I asked. “Well son, it determines on how severely damaged your nerves are. I‘m not going to lie to you though. Most instances in a scenario such as this one, many have been permanently blind.” he said as those words shot through me. Blind. I’m going to be blind forever. “We still have to run some test, and depending on the damage, there could be a surgical performance done to get your sight back, but it is costly.” he said. “When will I be able to take the test?” I asked. “Tomorrow morning.” he said. “Good.” my dad said. My mom was quiet the whole time which made me wonder was she still in the room. “Mom. You still here?” I asked. “…Yes baby. I‘m still here.” she said as I could hear her walking towards me, and felt a sudden gently touch running over my face. I reached up trying to touch her face and when I did, I could feel her tears constantly rolling from her eyes down to her cheeks. “Stop crying. Everything is going to be okay.” I assured her. “Yes…Yes it will. ” she said with a tremble in her voice. Everything will be okay, I hope. This message has been edited. Last edited by: Nae~Nae Babii, Love da stori...holla Stories by Janae Say It Isn‘t So… Your Child ((Marcus Joint)) Unexpected |Janae| Newest Not So Perfect New Siggy BOREDOM |
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0MG..THAT IS S0 SAD...
C0N-10-U |
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32 views and nothing else. Ppl could at least leave a comment every now and then.
Love da stori...holla Stories by Janae Say It Isn‘t So… Your Child ((Marcus Joint)) Unexpected |Janae| Newest Not So Perfect New Siggy BOREDOM |
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Aww. I hope he be ok....
Upz ♥ DeAnna ♥ |
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Continued...
“Take your time son. I got you.” my dad said as he helped me walk in the house. He guided me in, and not knowing where I was because I couldn’t see had me frustrated at times. “Let him sit there on the sofa.” my momma said as she closed the door. “I got it.” I told my dad snatching my arm from his grasp. I don’t want nobody thinking I have to depend on them. My mind began to picture the way the living room once was, trying to remember the order. I slowly walked around, making sure nothing was in my way. “Watch out.” my momma shouted and suddenly I collapsed onto the floor. I could feel her immediately rush to my aid trying to help me up. “I got it!” I shouted at her trying to get up without her help. “Let me just help you.” she pleaded. “Just let him do it Trice.” my dad said. I was able to sit down on the sofa now. I just want my independence back and now I’m going to have my mom down my back 24/7 because of having impaired vision. What else could go wrong, or should I even ask? I sat there and just listened to the whispering going on around me. I could still feel their presence before me, but they weren’t focused on me still. It don’t even much matter anymore. I stood up and slowly began walking off, trying to make sure I didn’t stumble over anything. “Where are you going?” my mom asked. I didn’t say anything at first. I just ignored her just as she been doing to me when I tried to get her attention. “I know you heard me Marcus.” my momma yelled. “To my room.” I said back with the same tone. I heard some fussing going on in the back of my head but I just ignored it as I continued to press against the wall until I came across a door. I felt on the door first to see if I could feel posters on it, and this was obviously the one. I opened my door and closed it behind me, making sure I had locked it behind me. I pressed against the door and slid to the floor unsure of what’s going to happen to me. I can’t see shit. What about school? What about the females? What about my life? This message has been edited. Last edited by: Nae~Nae Babii, |
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all that other stuff is the least of his worries
bumpz ------------------------------Fuckin hate that kind of shit, You know the kind of shit that just makes you feel shitty. Well I'm in that shit. They tryna take me away from a place I LOVE, I can't leave now, m y life has JUST begun. |
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`UMPIN THIS T0 THE FULLEST
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 Love da stori...holla Stories by Janae Say It Isn‘t So… Your Child ((Marcus Joint)) Unexpected |Janae| Newest Not So Perfect New Siggy BOREDOM |
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bumps add mo soo
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UPZ
`SiGGY`.ft. AALIYAH  ♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥. |
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Continued...
The day after my release there were constant arguing. A few weeks afterwards, less yelling, and more door slamming, and a month later, it was just my mom and me. Ever since my dad left us, my mom had to take on two jobs, so that meant staying home alone. I had constant nightmares on the night I had my accident thinking of what else could have happened. Why did I do this to myself? I heard the locks on the door unlock letting me know mom was coming in. “Marcus…” she shouted. I got up from the bed and slowly walked to the door as I could hear her pass my door heading to the kitchen. I walked out and slowly dragged to the kitchen, hearing her opening up the cabinets and messing with some glasses she had. “I had picked us up some Chinese food since I didn‘t have anything to prepare tonight.” she said. “That‘s fine.” I told her as I walked over towards the table and had a seat. “Your progressing so well.” she said as I could hear her opening the fridge. I just sat there and imagined how everything looked in my mind since I still had a visual depiction in my mind. “Well, I guess you haven‘t changed anything around.” I said. “Nope. Haven‘t had time to.” she said as I could hear her heading towards the table. “So how has your day been? Have you talked to any of your friends?” she asked. Friends? I have friends still? None of them bastards would call me and see how I’ve been. I didn’t say anything as I heard her place my plate on the table. “Here is a spoon.” she said as she picked my hand up for me to grab it. “Thanks.” I said before saying my grace and then dug in. I felt her presence once again as she sat down next to me. It was quiet for a while until she said something. “How do you feel about going to school son?” she asked. School was the last thing on my mind, so I didn’t say anything. Her silence continued as I heard her place her spoon back on her plate. For some reason I could feel her staring at me, so I looked towards the direction I heard she was at. “What mom? What do I look like going back to school? What will I get out of it? Obviously nothing because I damn well can‘t see.” I said feeling anger rage. “Marcus. Don‘t you ever in your life speak in that tone to me. No matter how angry you get remember I am your damn mother. And you think I don‘t realize you can‘t see. I‘m not talking about going back to your old school, I‘m talking about a new school, made just for you.” she said. “A school made for me? Mom I‘m still me whether I‘m blind or not. I don‘t need to go to a retarded school.” I said in defense. “But it‘s not for retards as you say. You‘re so intelligent, talented, and very smart, you need to at least complete some type of school…” she said. “Look, whatever school that is you trying to get me to go to, I ain‘t going. School is obviously not for me anymore.” I said and left it at that. I wasn’t even hungry anymore that I dropped my spoon on the plate and got up. “Where are you going?” she asked as I heard her place her spoon on the plate as well. “Not hungry.” I said then walked towards my room without stumbling over anything. I finally familiarized myself with the surroundings as well as hearing if anything is near me. I am a fast learner, but I want things back to the way it was. Love da stori...holla Stories by Janae Say It Isn‘t So… Your Child ((Marcus Joint)) Unexpected |Janae| Newest Not So Perfect New Siggy BOREDOM |
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