Left Behind

The PAST Is Our FUTURE

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A Beg 4 It Production
Author -- Day Day

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CHAPTER 1

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Jayzier sat at his bedroom window, staring at the white 2008 Land Rover LR2 sitting across the road opposite to his driveway. He watched as the rain poured down heavily, and the tree's sway side to side because of the strong, forceful winds. He could hear the wind hitting against his window, as if it was trying to break through it, which must have startled Jay'Dontae because he heard the sound of high-pitched screaming seeping under his bedroom door. He continued to stare through his window, hoping that his mother would tend to his 18 month old brother. The car stayed there in the driveway of the house opposite the one he was occupying, he watched a man, that looked as if he was in his late thirties, walk out of the house wrapped up in his winter wear although it was mid-summer. He carried two very large suitcases, one in each hand, to the car putting them on the wet ground so that his hands could be free to open up the back. He picked up the suitcases and loaded them into the car, adding them to the other four suitcases that were put in previously. Jayzier watched as the man ran back into the house after closing the car. As he continued to watch the car and house, his mother Janiqua walks in holding a very tired Jay'Dontae but Jayzier didn't seem to notice. Clearly annoyed at being ignored Janiqua popped her cherry flavored gum loudly, shocking Jayzier who thought he was in his room alone. He slowly turned around in his seat, slightly rolling his dark green eyes before his mother could see his face, at the fact of being disturbed. He stared blankly at his mother, waiting for her to tell him the reason of her presence. Jay'Dontae reached his tiny light brown hands towards Jayzier, Jayzier reluctantly took him still staring at his mother, who still hadn't said a word.



"Watch him" Was all she said, as she used her hands ,that held perfectly manicured nails, to comb through her straight, medium length hair which she had dyed blonde. In one swift movement she then turned around and left the room, leaving the scent of her Prada perfume lingering in the air.



Jayzier sighed as he held a sleeping Jay'Dontae and turned back to continue looking out the window. The car was still there but it was now accompanied by a medium sized white and blue moving van. He watched as the man from before talked to the owner of the moving van, occasionally pointing between the car, house and the van and the man nod his head in agreement to whatever was being spoken. After another two minutes of talking both men walk into the house, returning back moments later carrying cardboard boxes, which had various label on them such as "FRAGILE" "CUTLERY" "PHOTO ALBUMS" etc. After an hour of the two men repeating this exercise, and Jayzier only moving once to put his sleeping brother on his bed, they had finally filled the van. By now the rain had stopped but the heavy winds didn't. Jayzier watched as the owner of the house sign a form and give it to the van owner, who also signed the form and then tore off the top sheet for the owner of the house to keep as a copy. He watched as the van owner than shook the other mans hand and retreated back to his van, pulling off momentarily. The man's mouth began to move widely and rapidly, allowing Jayvier to know that he was shouting. Seconds later, a women of a Dominican descent walked outside the house carrying a Louis Vuitton hand bag in her right hand and holding a little girl of about five years in the other hand. They quickly walked to the car, with the man grabbing the little girl to put her in the car and make sure she was strapped in. The women said something quickly to the man before getting in the car herself, making sure not to get the hem of her cream coat caught in the door as she closed it.

bumps

that was good

The man closed the car door and turned around, shouting to who ever was still in the house, he stood still and waited for a while but got frustrated when there was no response to his call. Jayzier watched has the man silently cursed to himself, storming into his house.



Jayzier heard the popping of gum. "Aye your food is in the oven"



"Not hungry" He mumbled with his eyes glued to the scene outside.



"Suit yourself" He heard the door slam shut, which caused Jay'Dontae to whimper from the sudden loud sound that filled the room but he didn't wake up, much to his relief.



As Jayzier focuses his attention back on outside, he see's the man walk back outside and get into the car. He blows the horn before closing the door and that is when Jayzier sees the person he initially set out to see. He watches as she walks out the door, her dark brown hair is pulled back into a tight bun, with a few stray hairs falling onto her face. He watches as she puts the hood to her raspberry pink quilted satin cinched waist coat up and stuffed her hands, which were shielded by leather gloves, into the coat's pockets. He watches as she looks back at her house then the car and then sighs. Her dark brown eyes then turn to look towards Jayvier's house, focusing on the window to the room he was sitting in. He knew she couldn't see him so he didn't bother to hide. He watched as she put her finger up, signaling one minute to her father and then begin to walk towards his house. With every step she took his breathe began to get shorter and his heart began to beat faster, every now and then she would focus her attention on his bedroom window. Although it had only taken her a couple of seconds to reach his front door, to him it felt like a million years. When she was no longer in view, he listened to the sound of the door knock followed by the ringing of the bell. A habit people tended to do when they wish to enter his house. The palms of his hands began to sweat and his right leg began to shake, a habit that came about when he was either nervous or angry.



"Jayzier!" The sound of his name rang loudly around his room, but surprisingly Jay'Dontae did not stir in his sleep. "Jayzier!"



Jayzier got up and began his journey to the front door, not bothering to reply to his mother because she would call his name repeatedly regardless of the common phrase "I'm coming". He walked at a moderately pace down the fourteen flights of stairs and into the cream and brown decorated front room, where he could hear is mother calling his name. He walked slowly into the room, inhaling the vanilla scent coming from the candles his mother had lit around the room. He cleared his throat to get his mothers attention away from the television, while looking around the room confused at the fact that only his mother was in the room.



"Don't matter she left before y--" Jayvier didn't even let his mother finish her sentence before he bolted out the door, heading to the direction of the car that had pulled out of the driveway and was getting ready to pull off down the street. He began to wave and shout to get the attention of the driver but had no such luck, the car had pulled off. He watched in utter shock, there was nothing else he could do but watch the love of his life mouth the words "Goodbye" from the back of the now distant car.

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He stood in his white t-shirt and navy blue Red Monkey jeans, watching the car disappear around the corner. It didn't matter that the rain had started to pour down twice as hard, or that the wind was blowing twice as strong. It didn't matter that he was now completely soaked or that his freshly done braids were now completely ruined. He just stood there staring down the empty street, with a million and one thoughts running through his head. Why had she backed off like that? Why didn't he get down quicker? He didn't know what to feel anymore, all he knows is that it was all his fault. If only he had gotten up when he saw her coming over, maybe just maybe, he would have gotten to talk to her. He was so into his thoughts and putting himself down that he didn't hear his mother shouting him to get back inside.

"Jayzier if you make me come outside and drag your ass back in we're gonna have some serious problems boy"

Jayzier was quickly broken out of his trance, as he turned to face his mother who was standing at the door still popping her gum with her right hand resting on her hip. He began to walk back inside the house at a very slow pace not caring that his mother was complaining about the state he was in and that she couldn't afford to take him to the doctors if he catches something like pneumonia.

As soon as he walked into his uniquely decorated room, he immediately stripped down to his boxers and threw his clothes into his dirty clothes hamper before retreating to the bathroom, opposite his room, to have a quick shower. Jayzier's room was decorated with the theme black, red and silver. His walls were all painted black with red and silver graffiti covering it, done by his self and a few of his close friends. The ceiling was painted red with his name "Jayzier" graffitied on it in black and silver. His built-in wardrobe was painted black, with silver and red details. His queen-sized bed was covered in a black luxurious satin and velvet bedspread with silver embroidery, which alternated with a red luxurious satin and velvet bedspread with black embroidery every week.

20 minutes later Jayzier comes back into his room with just a red towel wrapped around his waist. He walked over to his chest-of-drawers, situated under his window seat and pulled out a pair of boxers to wear from the top draw. He quickly put them on, and then lotioned his skin using Jay'Dontae's Johnson's baby lotion. After he lotioned up he grabbed his grey sweats and a fresh white tee from his wardrobe and put them on before retrieving his Sidekick LX from it's charger on his desk. He walked back over to his window seat, and continued to stare at the house across the street while dialing familiar numbers.

Ring.
Ring
Ring.
The phone continued to ring until he heard her voice.

"Ahhhh hush now.... I'm on the phone.... yes now... oh shut up" He hears laughing in the background. "Alright quiet now... What's really good y'all? This is your girl Tatiannnnaaaa! I am unable to answer your call right now so leave your name, number and message and I will get back to you ASAP ASAP A-S-A-P Deuces!!" There is a lot of laughing in the background before it cuts out and he hears "At the tone please record your message"

He hangs up before he heard the tone and tries again. This time it goes straight to voice mail. He starts to get frustrated and calls again, only to hear the voice box message. As he was about to call again, Jay'Dontae wakes up and starts crying for Jayzier's attention.

baby girl im zell sister he aint lie when he said ya story was on point bumpz this shit ups its too cute

"Come here Dontae" Jay'Dontae shakes his head, and continues to cry with his arms outstretched towards Jayzier. "Dontae come"
Jay'Dontae cries get louder, frustrating Jayzier even more. He blows air out of his mouth whilst getting up and walking over to him. "Come on man" He picks him up and just stares into his brother's piercing hazel eyes. "You hungry?"

"Food" Jay'Dontae smiles, showing his front baby teeth while wiping his eyes.

"I take that as a yes" Jayzier leaves for the kitchen with Jay'Dontae clapping his little hands and repeating the word food. "Ma! Dontae is hungry"

"Feed him then!" He heard her shout from the front room. He groans while walking into the kitchen to find Dontae something to eat. He put Dontae in his high chair, and then went to look inside the fridge. His mother had made macaroni and cheese for both of them so he took out his plate and Dontae's bowl to warm the food up in the microwave. He put Dontae's in first.

"Bot bot!" Dontae shouts out pointing to his empty bottle sitting on the breakfast bar.

Jayzier turned to face him after looking in the fridge again. "Juice or water?"

"Duice Duice" He shouts out banging on his little table.

Jayzier laughs at him while taking out the apple juice and pouring some into the bottle. "Here you go lil man" He handed over the bottle while rubbing his hand through Jay'Dontae's curly light brown hair,

"Off" Jay'Dontae's shouts, while laughing and moving his head out the way.

"Punk" Jayzier laughs while walking over to get Jay'Dontae's food.

After feeding Jay'Dontae and his self, Jayzier retreats back upstairs with Jay'Dontae following close behind. Once inside his room, Jayzier goes back to his window seat, while Jay'Dontae sits on the floor with some of toys that were left in the room. Jayzier picks up his Sidekick and looks to see if he had any missed calls, much to his dismay there was none. Jayzier redials his last dialed number. This time it didn't ring or go straight to the voice box instead it said...

"Sorry this number is now disconnected"

Jayzier threw his Sidekick across the room, which luckily landed on his bed and then kicked his window seat. "Ughhh" He yelled out in frustration. This scared his little brother who looked at him with his mouth open and his hands covering his ears. Jayzier couldn't help but chuckle a little while walking over to his bed to retrieve his now ringing phone.

"Yo" He spoke into the phone not bothering to check caller I.D.

"What's good man?" He heard the voice of his friend speak through the phone.

"What you calling me for Chris?" Jayzier walked back to his seat, while picking up Jay'Dontae so he could sit on his lap.

"You gonna do me like that now?" Chris said laughing,

"Whatever man, what you want man?" Jayzier laughed along with his friend.

"You talk to Tatianna?"

"Mannnn forget her"

"What you mean forget her?" Chris asked shocked at what Jayzier just said because he never spoke about Tatianna like that before.

"Forget her means exactly what it means"

"What happened between last night and tonight?" Chris asked confused because it was just last night when Jayzier said that Tatianna was wifey.

"Man a lot of things" Jayzier short answered, not really wanting to go into detail of the previous events.

"Can't have been that bad"

"She came round and then left before I managed to get downstairs and then disconnected her phone" Jayzier mumbled but Chris still heard him.

"Oh damn that's messed up" Chris said, shaking his head although Jayzier couldn't see him. "So what you doing now?"

"Chilling with my lil homie" Jayzier said referring to Jay'Dontae who was now blowing spit bubbles.

"Oh for real put him on the phone"

Jayzier put the phone on the speaker. "You on speaker"

"Aye Dontae"

Jay'Dontae looked around the room to see who was calling him. "Huh?"

"Chris is on the phone Dontae" Jayzier said laughing at the now confused Jay'Dontae, while pointing to his Sidekick.

"Dontae you hear me?"

Dontae looked down at the phone. "Huh?"

Chris laughed. "You aint teach him how to answer the phone yet Jay?"

"He's 18 months, why he need to answer the phone for?" Jayzier laughed.

"So he can talk to me nigga"

"Nig--" Jayzier cut him off.

"Don't you dare Dontae and Chris stop cussing round him"

"Aint nothing wrong with the word nigga" Chris laughed louder, knowing how quickly Dontae took onto words he wasn't supposed to say.

"Whatever he don't need to know them words for another 15 years but I'm going to holla at you later, Dontae needs a bath"

"Iight dude" Chris hung up while Jayzier put his phone on his desk and took Dontae to the bathroom.

While filling up the bath with water Jayzier turned Jay'Dontae who standing in just his diaper.

"Yo Dontae I got some good advice for you"

"Huh?" He looked at Jayzier as if he was listening to every word.

"Don't trust no female and never, never, never fall in love with one you hear me?"

"Yeah" Jay'Dontae nodded his head as if he understood.

Jayzier picked him up and threw him in the air. "You hear me?"

"Yeah!" Dontae laughed while drooling on Jayzier when he threw him back up in the air.

"Ewww man" Jayzier wiped his face. "Lets get your stinky butt in the bath"

By the time Jayzier had put Jay'Dontae to bed and then got into his own bed, he made a pack to never trust or fall in love with a female again.

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Originally posted by ~~ LADY DAMU YES IM SO GREAT ~~:
baby girl im zell sister he aint lie when he said ya story was on point bumpz this shit ups its too cute

Thanks girl

im so addicted to this i wanna be in it if you aitn already write it otu and if you can fit me in it... only if oyu want to though

Yeah I can put u in it if you want... just give me a description of what you look like