this is my first story on the board i've been readin some good storys and wanted to try one so please take me easy. no need for cast..here i go!!!

The name is Janiyah Houston im 17 years old a senior and live in dallas tx. i have two bestfriends named ariyah and nicole and i love them to death and i have my pride and joy darnell.. but im bout to lose that all..i have to move to miami cause my mama job got transferred and now everything i once was happy for is about to be gone away..my mama said it would be good for me since im on my way to college and stuff but i just cant get the friends i once had back..why does eveything have to happen to me...why does my life have to be COMPLICATED!!!.

**EARLY FRIDAY MORNIN**

ME AND MY BOYFRIEND DARNELL R TALKIN IN MY ROOM HE STAYED HOME FROM SKOOL SINCE HE NEW IT WOULD BE MY LAST DAY WITH HIM FOREVER

"thats fucked up yo mama takin u away from me" he slowly said caressin my hand

"i kno i tried to talk her out of it but she said no that it would be the best thing" tears was rollin down my face

darnell wiped my tears and kissed my lips as i cried even harder

"baby dont cry..u kno u gotta be stonger than that"

"but im movin away and i cant come back..u kno we cant stay in a relationship cause we to far apart" cryin more just at the thought

"look i kno we gotta face reality and i kno it wouldnt work even if we said it would but imma still love u and u kno u always have my number and if u ever need me ill be right here"

" i love u darnell"

"i love u to"

we kissed and i cried in his arms, i cried when he left my house, i cried when we got in the car to leave the house, and i cried when we got on the plane leavin dallas tx.the ride to miami was heart breakin i aint talk to my mama all that time i just felt her eyes on me and i kno she was hurt by my sadness as we pulled up to our new house it was big it looked like a mini mansion and the whole block was full of them my mama paid for the cab and we got our bags out and headed to the front as my mama walked in i looked around and saw kids playin and laughin and boys playin basketball i didnt pay them no attention tho cause they would never be like my people in texas

**later that night**

i was in my new room and i might say it was way better than my old one at my new house it had two master bedrooms one master room was downstairs which was my mamas and the other one was upstairs which of course was mine it had a big walk in closet a bathroom with a stand up shower and jacuzzi bath tub with a his and her sink and i open this door and there was the toilet as the movers was movin in my bed and stuff i had started to put my stuff up in the bathroom then my mama walked in

"niyah ur cuzin is comin over for a lil bit ok"

"but im not done with my room"

"u can do that later ur not gone start skool for a whole nother weak cause i gotta take u shoppin"

"y i have enough close"

"yea but down here u have to wear a uniform"

i looked at her like she was crazy before i spoke"a uniform...like wut kind of uniform"

"u kno all u can wear is black khaki and blue navy pants and any kind of collard shirt"

"mama thats bull u shoulda left me in texas" pissed all over again

"well i did wut i had to do and ur gonna learn to like it" walkin off talkin shit "mothafuckas never greatful round here i bust my ass for u every damn day niyah and the least u can do is give me a got damn thanks but no u wanna bitch cause u aint under that nappy headed boy that u say u so in love wit"

i just let her talk shit cause i aint wanna get into it today the movers were through puttin my bed,tv, and the rest of my stuff up in my room so i rearranged it how i wanted it and began unpackin my clothes my music was blastin differences by ginuwine (that was me and darnell song) and i was in the zone i looked at the time and it was almost 8 i had finished hangin up my clothes and i was tired so i layed on my bed and the door bell had rung my mama yelled my name so i went downstairs to see my cuzin and some other females wit her

"ahhh janiyah" she screamed runnin up to me and givin me a hug "girl i havent seen u in foreverrrrrrrr, auntie was right u have gotten thicker since last time"

"girl i was skinny the last time u seen me"

"well ill leave yall girls alone i gotta finish unpackin"
my mama had walked out

"so wut u been doin girl" my cuzin tanesha said while sittin on the couch

"nothin but unpackin my clothes"

"well y dont u come chill wit us"

"i would have to take a shower and everything"

"yea dats cool cause we gotta go get ready..well speakin of we niyah these my homies amber,and kierra yall this my bestest cuzin janiyah" she said smilin

"hey girl" they all said in unison

"i was wonderin when the bitch was gone intoduce us wit her rude ass" kierra said nudgin nesha

"girl hush i was happy to see my cuzin but ill let u get ready call me when u done iight" walkin to the door

"iight girl"

"BYEEE AUNTIE!!!" she left wit that said

"so wut u doin tonight little one" my mama said wrappin her hair

"we suppose to be goin somewhere so im bout to get ready"

i got in the showered and lathered my body in love spell by victoria secret i rinsed off got out and wrapped the towel around me i dried of lotioned up and put on my love spell lotion i walked in my closet and got out my red ed hardy dress and some gold slides i put on my gold accessories and sprayed some love spell on me i brushed my hair up into a neat ponytail and dabbed some lip gloss on after i was done i filled up by gold purse and dialed tanesha number

"hello" she said wit music blastin in the back ground

"im ready"

"iight im doin my hair so ill be over there in about 15 to 20 minutes"

"iight"

we hung up and i decided to call my bestfriends while i waited for my ride

"it was bout time u called janiyah lenae" ariyah said on the other end

"yea i thought u had forgot about us" nicole said pretending to be sad

"yall kno i could never forget about my besties..so wut yall doin"

"nothin bored...ur boyfriend had came by wit omari and them lookin all sad he just kept sayin she really gone..she really gone..i really felt sad for the man" nicole explained to me

"awww my baby..u kno we been through alot and i really miss him yall just dont kno" i said feelin like i was gone cry

"girl u kno we kno..we been through it wit all yall shit..member when he thought u was messin around wit omari cuzin" ariyah was laughin

"yea and he fought jarell then found out he was helpin me on math so i could past the exam" laughin at the memory

"or memeber the time u pulled out tracie tracks at the swimming pool cause she was all up on darnell" nicole said smilin through the fone

"yea i remember that one darnell wouldnt talk to me for the rest of the night cause he told me that was his cousin and i didnt kno..." i was shakin my head at the thought

me and my gurlz remeneced (sp) off of all the stuff we had done until tanesha came by when i heard the horn outside i told them i had to go and hung up

"iight mama im gone" i said headin downstairs

"ok lock the door on ur way out i love u and be safe"

"love u too"

i walked outside and seen tanesha and her friends in a white expodition i got in the back and the ride began we stopped at a nice resturant where we sat and talked to get to kno each other and i have to say it was fun then we went to the mall but it was closed so we ended up back at my cuzin house where we chilled for the night after that had happened it was after 10 and i was tired so she took me home and said she'll talk to me later i went to my room changed into my pajamas and went straight to sleep....


thats all for now i hope u enjoy it and let me kno if i should go on or stop

diz Mrs.Pretty#1 alligot 2 say iz do u and dont let haterz bring u down)

gurl i personally think that you gotta do what ya gotta do...i kno it may hurt but my mama always told me"absence make the heart grow fonder"...so basically you need to just chill out and wait patiently...i mean ol dude of course will want you more especially if he hasn't seen or talk to you...only time will actually tell...but i feel you it does make it seem like you are going to lose it all, but don't let that get you down...maybe its a new chapter about to open up in your life..you will never kno if you always hold on to the past..