I want you to know, how I understand what is going on in your life. I want you to know, my heart goes out to you. You are a very talented, inspiring rap artist. You are truly a remarkable person. You will be fine. It will be ok on your part. It is a tough situation, but you are strong and it will turn out ok. What you are going through, I have been experiencing for the past 30 years of my life with my family. God will help you and guide you to the right path. You are in my prayers. Keep your head up God gave you this mission in life for a purpose. God Bless you.